Here I go again...

So, its been almost 6 months since I moved to the city. I started this blog about a month after I moved here...and so far nothing. I realized how wide-eyed, goal orientated, and hopeful I was. I know one of my first blogs was about how I lacked that inspiration, but to be honest its worse now. Woohoo. ugh. BUT, I'm having the time of my life thankfully. I've had some pretty eye opening experiences here. I can say that I have grown so much. Seriously, I have never been like this. The month of February was really hard for me. I almost thought it was some sort of bad karma. But for what?? New York....she took me in and started chewing.... I was on the verge of tears nearly everyday. I was waiting for her to stop chewing and spit me out so that I can move on with my life. FINALLY...I was able to see that things happen for a reason. I guess I have always believed in that. So, I took things day by day. Made the necessary adjustments and continued to go about my life. Although nothing will ever be clear as day for me...things are going better. I still work at Zoe Townhouse, but I was offered a new job with B R Guest. Its a new restaurant called Wildwood Barbecue. They're supposed to be the best of the best in the restaurant industry. I was talking to my dad this morning telling him how excited I was to start this new job and he was like "Yeah, thats great you should think about going into management..."

Note to self: I'm here to somehow fulfill my dream as a Broadway performer....management is not in my plans...

But like every good daughter...I agreed.

Laurianna is growing up. We send each other letters all the time. But its very hard to be away from someone you love so much...especially if that someone is your younger sister. I'm here for her. To prove you can do anything if you believe in yourself. I believe in myself. I believe in her to grow up into beautiful girl and achieve her dreams...whatever they may be. I'll support her no matter what.